constant irregularity

yes i know...!
i know that when i make a new relationship i give it my all,
whether it is a love or a hate relationship,does not matter!
i feel something good today,
and i have all the rights to deny my goodness to that feeling tomorrow.
cos it is not the feeling which bears the goodness,
i impart my goodness to it!
and yes,
i impart my hatred,my guilt,my ego to a bad feeling!
feelings...r very simple,unlike u and me.
you shape them every second and they obey u with love
sometimes u reshape them so often,that they get confused
so indeed,
its your confusion which confuses these poor lil angels of emotion!
u fake a feeling,a feeling which in its own is true!
sometimes when u feel,
it is probably somebody elsez feeling rubbed on u.
we grab them,absorb them,deny them and create them.FEELINGS!
feelings are naive,they are irregular
they dont follow a pattern,
the question is DO WE??
NO,i know
i know that we dont follow a pattern,
but if u insisit, then alright,
we follow a pattern of CONSTANT IRREGULARITY!
atleast i do! yes i admit! I DO...!

sometime back,somebody was evrything to me
and just sometime back i asked myself...REALLY?
so what changed? the feeling? good , bad ,ugly?
or the person who bears that feeling?
and just,who and what brings about that change?
the situation,the circumstances or even bigger THE REALISATION?
realisation of perceptions...

yes...i say
i say that realisation of different perceptions impregnates us wit

CONSTANT IRREGULARITY!